hey, i'm cohen
i'm nineteen
my pronouns are he/him
and i really can't figure out why i'm so sad all of the time

i have a lot of shit that helps my heart feel so bad, though
i can play 6 string and i have a dog that loves me back
i read a lot and i can name any tree in north america
i make the best coffee and i go sit next to the river almost every day

but i still struggle
my life isn't too bad
i'm still here
it just weighs a lot sometimes

i made this website to document myself
i just wanted to make sure there's something left behind
i'm scared if i don't everybody will forget i ever existed
i was here i promise